Being sick is an unpleasant feeling. I have been bed bounded for the last 2 weeks because of pneumonia. Fever, coughing, nausea, body-stomach-hea ACHE! An in between state between sleep and awake, uncomfortable, in pain, and with lots of time to think! Predisposed to negative thoughts.
These past 2 weeks have been depressing for me. Not being in control of my body just Broke me. And because Im still not feeling well today is breaking me even more. Which means more negative thinking. Lately I’ve been thinking a lot about the thing I really want to have in life and cant seem to get it as time pass… this frustrate me to the core of my soul… it got me questioning my faith and trust in GOD… just more negativity…
Today is not a good day. I’ll just allow it to be a bad day….
Tomorrow will be a new day …. hopefully a bit joyful….